That moment

Sluggishly you fall into bed. You barely have the strength to peel your clothes off. You find yourself nestled in a heaven of sheets, pillows, and a slightly worn mattress. Sleep overtakes you, almost instantly. There is a moment though, however brief, that you're lost. Your mind hasn't completely shut off. It's raw, it's honest, it's beautiful, it's naked, your walls are down. In this moment many things can happen depending on whatever you're feeling that day. It acts like a catalyst for your subconscious to conjure up the most beautiful and the most fearful of dreams. Your subconscious latches on to this vulnerable moment and it just creates whatever the hell it wants. You can't protect yourself. There is no wall big enough to save you from yourself. You are forced to look at yourself. Sometimes it's pleasant, sometimes it's unbearable. That's life.....

I'm just praying to God that someday soon I can find you and make you that moment.....